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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

thankful

deardear,

thank you for coming down to cheer me up todae.. really appreciate it

*HUGS*


Saturday, October 04, 2008

I hate what happened today.

I do not distrust but sometimes its hard to believe under certain circumstances.

Deep in my heart, I am sad but I have to put up a front.

 


Saturday, September 20, 2008

i shall blog

it's been a longgg time... think i'm too bored + lazy nw, so i'm blogging/writing my diary 

bored:

been "alone" since thurs nite. deardear is in the land of stiff upper lips..(actually i used to entertain myself faking their accent he he thought i could do it well cos my kids loved it HA HA!! thick skin) anyway.. haven't quite had a saturdae like yesdae for some time..

feels weird not to:

1) receive/make a call ard 8+ am frm/to lovey

2) rush to bathe n get dressed n drive dwn to his home in 1 hr!

3) reach no. 93 only to find him still in his white shorts  or on daes he's very hungry, about to lock the gate when i arrive  

4) ask each other "where to eat ah?" on our way out to reach the main road.. only to decide "gardens lor" (80% of the time) OR "toa payoh lah" (15% of the time)..very very rarely we'll head to compass point or east coast road

5) EAT chicken rice (me), prawn mee (him) OR crystal jade @ toapayoh OR good ol' mcdonalds

6) walk ard digest abit.. go videoezy (they always don't hav wat we wana watch.. btw Lovey always chooses the titles, cos' he will always sae dun wan to wat i choose. Ha ha!!! but 8 out of 10 times, he makes the right choices  n besides, all the french n japanese titles which r watchable, i'vewatched long time ago..videoezy doesn't seem to bring in any new ones.

7) go riv mall buy coffee (him) or ice lemon tea + mcchicken and new paper

8) go home read new paper together, harass kenny (him), pompom n watch TV

time passes very very quickly when we're together, always leaves us dreading mondae..

i'm LAZY LAZY.. supposed to do my work but procrastinating as usual (bad habit that my kid better not inherit)

had a horrible sleep last nite. think i may hav had only 2 hrs of quality sleep.. maybe it's cos' Lovey is away n we haven't had even 10 mins of talktime.. always rushing to hang up cos' it costs damn alot for him (4.10 per min!!!)

anyways... 2008 has been quite "active" for me.. spending time n assimilating with my new family has been pretty awesome, my frens ask me "r u afraid?" (to move in nex yr?) n without hesitating, it's a "NO". i guess i will only really knoe how it's like when i do.. but i think everything will be a-ok! when i've got Master who always blesses me, n Lovey!!

meanwhile.... think i've gotta

1) improve on my work since i've got more responsibilities nw n being paid a wee bit more, pray that we still get 55% distinctions for dis batch, whip my "distinction resistant" kids into shape, think of TKK (SOBS) and pray for my bosses, colleagues n kids to be happy..

2) spend more quality time with my folks esp mommy who loves me lots n whom i dont giv enuff love to

3) miss deardear less

4) cut back on nonsense food n get back my 52 kg frame (it's really tough cos' im not even trying HA HA HA!) think i need divine help.

okie.. guess i'll stop here  

 

 


Tuesday, March 11, 2008

journal

decided to spend some time updating dis blog

it must be terrible for deardear at work now.. 4 projects active at one go!! :-[ really poor thing.. wish one dae i can be his secretary n help him!!! hope he doesn't need to stay too late todae..

cant believe its tuesdae. 2 full daes of work ahead. also gota spend some time clearing my work during the weekend!! y can't i hav a REAL holidae.

was supposed to collect my evening gown todae but too much inertia. prefer to go with deardear too

updates on our trip preps:

yukatas (dark colours) - went to change mine yesdae cos' my bro said the one i'd chosen looked like a CURTAIN!! :-p so aniwae, we went back to change. the salesgirl at NAGOMI (Central Mall) is NOT helpful at all. she was tying the obi without even teaching me. jus anxious to finish tying. REGRET buying from this shop! (deardear told me to wait and look ard.. but i was too anxious to buy everything) i'm having difficulty learning to tie the obi sobs!! deardear's luckier!! his doesnt need tying!

japanese clogs (geta) - bought from Akhibara Japanese Products (Central Mall), complete with socks!! the socks r quite weird!! look like webbed feet after wearing 'em. he he! the products in this shop r ALOT cheaper than NAGOMI. maybe it's becos' NAGOMI is run by Japanese? there was a japanese staff there but i think the local staff is the one helping customers put on the yukata :-[ aniwae, Akhibara staff is ALOT more helpful. i told her honestly i got most of my stuff frm NAGOMI. got the japanese bag frm her too. so now, our japanese get-up is COMPLETE!!! yeay!!

gowns/suits - deardear's suit is being tailored at Raffles Tailor. He looks sooo slim n smart in his suit!! hope we chose the right colour though! abit worried that the colour of the vest and the suit may not match? cos' the vest was only ordered at the fitting when the image consultant wasn't around.. hope the tailor gave a gd recommendation! aniwae, i'm sure deardear will look DASHING!!!!!!

my evening gown is not the fanciful sort found in bridal boutiques.. it's really simple, made of raw silk and empire-waist design. very overpriced!!! but cldn't help it, the lady could tell deardear n me liked it!! sigh.. i find that the pepl in this industry make very easy money!!! the price is like 2-3 times the price at online shops from USA.. but can't realy trust the online shop. what if the material quality is poor and workmanship is horrible?!?

my wedding gown's been hanging pretty on my cupboard can't wait to wear it.. but i need to lose quite abit of weight. he he

finally got the veil that i wanted. was quite agitated yesdae cos' my family was poking fun at the original veil, which i agree, looks like a table cloth!! GOSH. i can't believe the designer who designed my gown could match it with THAT veil. i'm sorry casey, but it just clashes with the gown. aniwae, bro said my current veil looks like a fishnet, n so did deardear. GUYS - what do they knoe abt veil material? Most veils r made of fishnet-like. aniwae, im toying with the thought of getting someone to sew crystals on the veils to make it a little prettier.

THE shoe - really pissed with takashimaya. bought my shoe at 105 and found it 50% off at hush puppies yesterdae!!!!!!! URGGGGGGGGH! dis always happens to me. i think im jinxed when it comes to $$  SAD.

Hotel bookings - had a hard time with this!!! in the end, got our hotels thru zuji.com. really good, fast n hassle-free! UNLIKE asiarooms.com AND asiarooms.com customer service staff (Thai girls) ARE SOOOOO RUDE and spoke as though i was booking the hotels for free! HATE them! land of smiles MY FOOT! i will NEVER NEVER EVER step into thailand UNLESS i have no choice! won't spend a penny contributing to their economy!

Photography - still no news from kelvin koh :-[ i knoe he's really busy with many other projects, moving house etc but i really need to knoe abt my make-up arrangement!!!! urggghh! will give him a call this weekend if still no reply.

not sure why kyoto and japan in general is not popular as an overseas wedding photoshoot location? so far pepl go to paris, venice, perth, bali, taiwan... think deardear and me r just SPECIAL but i'm realy keeping my fingers and toes crossed!!! i wana see nice pictures of us with the sakura and all! After putting in so much effort, wiping out our bank accounts and taking no-pay leave, i really really hope the album will be something i'd wana flip everydae for at least the next year till our wedding he he

Makeup/Hairstyle - ok, so i havent been keeping my hair long n i haven't tried to improve my make-up. gotta do this by next week!! target - sign up for workshop by 15th march (saturdae). maybe i'll call photog after blogging.

DIET - where do i even start??? i can't seem to start!! maybe i keep telling myself 1.5 weeks is enuff.. MOTIVATION wanted, desperately. Also need DETERMINATION!! no more mee poks, no more french fries, no more potato chips, no more bak pok.

Suitcases - have one hard case one, need another one and one soft-cover trolley kind.

Winter clothing - need to dig out and get deardear to dig out his too! just in case we need to send for drycleaning. it's gona be quite cold!!!

Currency - need to change. maybe i've gota monitor the exchange rate soon.

Miscellaneous necessities - good thermos flask, international adaptor, hairdryer, hairspray, moisturiser, panadol, flu/diarrhea medicines, air-sickness pills etc!

ITINERY - still haven't gotten to this.. wow.. think deardear n me mus settle this soon.. think i'll do this tonite... been too nua :[p

I don't wan my 8 daes in japan to end too quickly!! lookin forward to all 8 daes of it!!!!!

 

 

 

 


Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Greed + Stupidity = Disaster

yup

never been as greedy and stupid. suffering the after-shocks now...

i'd say i'm remorseful but not as remorseful as i shld be..

what's gone is gone forever. seems like i gotta take lillian too's book more seriously =(

2008 has been bad so far. tears been free-flowing and it's been easy to feel down. although deardear's said it's all been self-induced, what isn't???

i really really hope there won't be any more bad things happening in my life!!!

whatever ok things going on for me, please stay that way!!!

 



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